I was sent to triage & hooked up to a moniter that could not detect what I knew were contractions. The nurse explained that my uterus was so small that the moniter might not pick them up so I would tell her when I was having one & it seemed to be about every 20-30 minutes.
The Dr. came in and checked my cervix to find it closed. He said he was not convinced that I was actually in labor, i wanted to say "Oh yeah? well, climb inside of me & tell me what I am feeling then"! He had no explanation & said he could not call it labor until it progresses or I am dialating so he said all we could do was go home & wait. I knew what was coming & I prayed that whole time that it wouldn't! I began to time my contractions once I was home & finally texted Jason at 5:30pm as he was heading home from work that we would need to go back to the hospital. My contractions were now every 15 minutes & had become stronger so I knew I was progressing. I was numb, in shock I guess that this was actually happening. I could still feel Calvin moving inside of me & I was hoping, I was praying that by some miracle that everything would just STOP so that he could be born in two weeks when he could possibly survive. Just two weeks is all that he would need! Please Lord 2 more weeks!
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